Not good enough.

9 August,
11.48am,

First time blogging in the morning.
Firstly, 
Happy 48th's Singapore.
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Well,
I really tried to do everything i can.
But nothing seems to be working.
Always not good enough.
What i do.
Always get judge.
Feel so unwanted now.
What am i in the past?
So much better than now.
Hey, i wanna go back to the past.
Fuckmylife, so stress about life.
What to do?
Who is really there for me?

So now i know.
Just being alone is better than anything.
Notice much, Everyone start leaving my life.
The unimportant ones.
The important ones.

I'm always there for someone when they need me.
Now i need someone.
Who is there?
Hey, don't take me for granted alright?
I'm also a human with feelings in it.
It's not like you can walk in and out of my life as you wish.

Mentally dead.
Rest in peace.

Lastly,
Thanks ass.
Although you're not always there.
But you are right now.

With dead love,
Calvin.