A-B-C.

August 29th's.

12.26am.

#nowplaying Crush :3

This few weeks no time to blog.

Can say is i lazy. LOL.

But this few days of mine are really great.

Having a great time with " you " .

Wew, Nothing much to do now.

Finding people to play dota with!

Yesterday bugis just to buy the minion rush cover.

OH-MY-GOD.

Hahaha, still alright with it.

Cause it's all worth it to see you happy (:

Hope times stays here.

The happy moment is all i want.

Just for the time being.

It had be perfect enough. <3

#nowplaying ; Tongue Tied.

Finally didn't owe anyone money le.

So broke nowadays :(

Nothing to blog about now.

Will blog soon! :)

With much love,

Calvin <3 .

Not good enough.

9 August,
11.48am,

First time blogging in the morning.
Firstly, 
Happy 48th's Singapore.
(;

Well,
I really tried to do everything i can.
But nothing seems to be working.
Always not good enough.
What i do.
Always get judge.
Feel so unwanted now.
What am i in the past?
So much better than now.
Hey, i wanna go back to the past.
Fuckmylife, so stress about life.
What to do?
Who is really there for me?

So now i know.
Just being alone is better than anything.
Notice much, Everyone start leaving my life.
The unimportant ones.
The important ones.

I'm always there for someone when they need me.
Now i need someone.
Who is there?
Hey, don't take me for granted alright?
I'm also a human with feelings in it.
It's not like you can walk in and out of my life as you wish.

Mentally dead.
Rest in peace.

Lastly,
Thanks ass.
Although you're not always there.
But you are right now.

With dead love,
Calvin.

Another sleepless night.

5th's August,

1.51am,

Hais, another sleepless night again.

Today is worst, sleepless and depression night for me.

Hey girl,

I'm sorry for breaking your trust for me.

I really meant it.

I just need someone to talk to.

Even though we are best friend now.

I'm just not happy.

Kept blaming myself for what i did.

I knew this kind of day will come.

But didn't expected to be it on the 04th's.

1st month yeah.

Alot of thing happen between us.

Well, there are sad and happy times.

That's how life goes isn't it?

Now, everything is gone.

New life for you.

But i'm staying to look for our memories.

You're good, but i'm just not good enough for you.

The last time i wanna say,

I love you 04/07 ;)

I hope your life goes on and hope you're happy without me too.

With much love,

Calvin <3 .