A-B-C.

August 29th's.

12.26am.

#nowplaying Crush :3

This few weeks no time to blog.

Can say is i lazy. LOL.

But this few days of mine are really great.

Having a great time with " you " .

Wew, Nothing much to do now.

Finding people to play dota with!

Yesterday bugis just to buy the minion rush cover.

OH-MY-GOD.

Hahaha, still alright with it.

Cause it's all worth it to see you happy (:

Hope times stays here.

The happy moment is all i want.

Just for the time being.

It had be perfect enough. <3

#nowplaying ; Tongue Tied.

Finally didn't owe anyone money le.

So broke nowadays :(

Nothing to blog about now.

Will blog soon! :)

With much love,

Calvin <3 .

Not good enough.

9 August,
11.48am,

First time blogging in the morning.
Firstly, 
Happy 48th's Singapore.
(;

Well,
I really tried to do everything i can.
But nothing seems to be working.
Always not good enough.
What i do.
Always get judge.
Feel so unwanted now.
What am i in the past?
So much better than now.
Hey, i wanna go back to the past.
Fuckmylife, so stress about life.
What to do?
Who is really there for me?

So now i know.
Just being alone is better than anything.
Notice much, Everyone start leaving my life.
The unimportant ones.
The important ones.

I'm always there for someone when they need me.
Now i need someone.
Who is there?
Hey, don't take me for granted alright?
I'm also a human with feelings in it.
It's not like you can walk in and out of my life as you wish.

Mentally dead.
Rest in peace.

Lastly,
Thanks ass.
Although you're not always there.
But you are right now.

With dead love,
Calvin.

Another sleepless night.

5th's August,

1.51am,

Hais, another sleepless night again.

Today is worst, sleepless and depression night for me.

Hey girl,

I'm sorry for breaking your trust for me.

I really meant it.

I just need someone to talk to.

Even though we are best friend now.

I'm just not happy.

Kept blaming myself for what i did.

I knew this kind of day will come.

But didn't expected to be it on the 04th's.

1st month yeah.

Alot of thing happen between us.

Well, there are sad and happy times.

That's how life goes isn't it?

Now, everything is gone.

New life for you.

But i'm staying to look for our memories.

You're good, but i'm just not good enough for you.

The last time i wanna say,

I love you 04/07 ;)

I hope your life goes on and hope you're happy without me too.

With much love,

Calvin <3 .

Workday tomorrow!

31th's July,
11.27pm,

Sup viewers!
First, hope you all have a good month in August! :)

Shit this.
Tomorrow is working day! :(
I'm still kind of scare of it.
HOW HOW HOW HOW? :(
Gonna sleep soon!
Not use to sleep so early /:
And gonna fix my body clock as soon as possible!

Went to play basketball.
Daily routine yeah.
Felt burden while playing.
I can't play well as the others are obviously better than me.
Sometimes i don't even feel like playing.
Cause i will just be a burden to those who team with me. /:
Sigh.

I sometimes wanna know what's on someone else's mind.
I wanna know what i am to them.
Obviously, No one wanna be an option right?

Well, this post ends here.
Hey, to someone i love.
I love you.
(':

Goodnight peeps ^^

With much love,
Calvin <3 .

L-I-F-E .

30th's July,
11.03pm,

Hello viewers! :)
It's kind of late yeah?
Hah, i'm just done playing basketball and done bathing! :)
Bet lot of people already when to bed cause tomorrow there is school.
Well, i was thinking whether i should go out tonight anot!
Cause 1st August i'm starting to work already!
No more time to have fun anymore! :(
What should i do?
Scare of first day of work!
New environment and new faces! Ahhhh! :(
Hope there are friendly people over there! HAHAHA.

Think alot today.
Making myself in a bad mood.
Now i know what is over-thinking make you in a bad mood.
There is alot of " What if " in my mind right now.
Don't really know what to do..
But lets just see where time bring us go! :)
I believe if you're mine.
You will stay.
If you're not.
You will eventually leave own your own.

Hah, Life is short.
Lets not waste time thinking too much and enjoy ourselves yeah?!
That's all for today blog! :)

With much love,
Calvin <3 .

Nothing to do! :D

29th's July,

6.47am,

HELLO VIEWERS.

I'm like finally back to my noob blog.

Hahaha.

Right now i have nothing to do and wanted to blog rubbish.

So hope you all don't mind right?

Hahaha.

WELL, my days are simply good!

What about you all? :)

It's like a morning and i do feel sleepy.

But i don't feel like sleeping! :(

Think too much maybe? Hahaha.

I'm like having a half awake face while blogging.

L-O-L.

Can my lovelies wake up right now?

I wanna see her text.

Woops?
HAHAHA.

There will be a question and answer if you guys ask @ my ask.fm to know more about me!

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Thank you very much :)

With much love,

Calvin the retard! :)

SIGH..

July 01

12.24am

Darkness.

Sup viewers.

I'm back (':

Gonna talk about my day. (':

Today is actually such a bad day for me.

Once my phone shuts down.

I must wait for another 30mins for it to on it..

I saw someone which is important to me.

But i just can't stop thinking about last night words.

I can only smile and walk away..

 I have the fear once i met you.

You all are thinking what kind of fear huh?

I don't know too..

Maybe the fear of losing?

I don't know.

I'm just so lost.

Maybe i'm just a stranger to you.

Who knows?

Hah..

For the time being,

I just wanna watch you.

I don't care if you walked into someone's else life.

Just wanna watch you happy.

Hah,

That's all for today.

Hope today will be better maybe? (':

Memorize,

Cqyy aka Calvin Quek Yong Yee (':